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So today I received my first bonus ever! It actually marks my first year working in a full-time position (funny I've never even worked 35 hours in my current position). I like bonuses...they are a nice, unexpected little treat to cover all the additional holiday expenses. I'm also expecting a raise next week...yay! Of course my bonus is nothing compared to G's, but still more than I had before. Tonight I met G at a sports bar after work to watch the game and had a super strong drink. I haven't really drank anything since August, so I forgot how good a buzz feels. Although, I hate the feeling in the morning when I drink too much. I feel so relaxed and carefree; such a change from my normally serious, uptight self (yeah I can admit it!). I don't quite feel carefree enough to write my true thoughts at the moment though, since my buzz has all but dissipated. If I drink more, I will be up another few hours and I really need to deal with my "maintenance issues"

Lately G and I have been doing well. His parents visited us for a week over Thanksgiving and I am thankful they are gone! I think them driving us crazy, drove G and I closer. His dad wanted to sit on his ass all day and watch TV or sit in the coffee shop. I couldn't believe he didn't want to do anything, so we drug them around and I think they actually enjoyed themselves (although they would never do anything less than bitch). I had my 2nd CT scan last week and it revealed I have a sinus infection! How crazy- I need a damn CT scan to reveal I have a sinus infection, although outwardly I have no symptoms other than chronic congestion, which I've had my entire life. So does this mean I have a chronic sinus infection? So now I have to see a ENT (ear, nose, & throat) Dr. and I still don't know why? Is there something someone isn't telling me or are my doctors smoking crack? I'm a little pessimistic because I can't understand why I have to see my doctor, an a