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This song perfectly describes how I feel... Cant run away from love if you cannot feel Everything falls apart in a tragedy I am so far away from gone I just wanna be here Everyone forms apart in my symphony Can you feel this in your heart Can you take it to your soul I dont want you to pretend I dont wanna be alone Feels like im torn apart And i cannot bleed Caught in the web you made This just cant be real I am so far away from gone I just wanna be here Everyone falls apart in this tragedy I dont wanna be alone Inside ive changed Everyday i'll live through this alone "Cold - Feel It In Your Heart" Lyrics

I'm the saddest when I'm forced to confront what I've/we've become and when I've lost hope for what I/we can achieve in the future.

Previously from January 2006 post. In no specific order; my resolutions (written 1-06) for now... Learn HTML by DECEMBER - I lost my motivation on this one and could care less whether I learn it or not. Keep in FREQUENT contact with family and friends ie: a minimum of weekly w/ mom & sister and monthly or bi monthly with grandparents, dad, friends, & brother.- I've been doing well calling my mom, but haven't really called anyone else. I can't seem to find the time. Read the bible DAILY - OOPS! Was this really on my list? I guess I may have read it maybe 7 days so far. I just can't get into it for some reason. Improve my diet DAILY by: taking daily multi-vitamin, eating at least 2 meals per day, and one serving of fruit and vegetables. - Uhh, I take a vitamin about 3 x/week, eat 2 meals a day, plus many junk food sancks, and am lucky if I ever eat a fruit or vegetable, which I still need to work on. Although, I have been eating some vegies and fruits in the las