Where Have All the People Gone?
I've been so stressed the last few days. I've been up and down and all around with my mood and outlook on life. When I am away from home or I should say my husband I feel great and positive. I dread comings home, because the last three days my husband has started screaming at me from the second I walk in the door; he then proceeds to act rude and demeaning throughout the evening. He hasn't lifted one finger to do anything around the house. My family will be here in 2 days and his stuff is piled everywhere. I've addressed the issues with him and he could care less. He gets home 3 or more hours earlier than I everyday and just falls asleep on the couch until I come home. I am so frustrated. My job is very emotionally trying and I just want to come home and relax, but I get chewed out every night, plus I am expected to cook dinner and clean the house. Last night I helped him pour concrete for 5 hours, then went to the store at 10pm, took a shower and went to bed. On Monday I didn't even get home until 8pm. I just don't understand what his problem is. Are all guys jerks?
I'm really having a problem dealing with my situation right now, especially since I have no support from friends or family. Just the thought of having J (my ex) there to at least say hi to once in a while made such a difference, and now we aren't' talking anymore. I used to be able to talk to him about anything and I've never even had that with my spouse. I've been trying to call my family for the last 5 days and they are never home or the phone is busy.
I at least feel I have a way out of my situation now because I have a job. The pay isn't wonderful, but I could make about 5k more a year just by working 5 hours of over time a week. I also get paid well for mileage and could easily make a car payment just from mileage reimbursement. I can work as much overtime as I want and can have a flexible schedule when I complete training, so I really think I could make it work on my own. I also get about 36 paid days off per year, which is very nice. I wish I could make my problems disappear. I am so disappointed, because I felt so great about finding a good job and my husband seemed so supportive, but now he is being a complete ass. I feel like staying in a hotel just so I don't have to go home and deal with his BS.
I'm really having a problem dealing with my situation right now, especially since I have no support from friends or family. Just the thought of having J (my ex) there to at least say hi to once in a while made such a difference, and now we aren't' talking anymore. I used to be able to talk to him about anything and I've never even had that with my spouse. I've been trying to call my family for the last 5 days and they are never home or the phone is busy.
I at least feel I have a way out of my situation now because I have a job. The pay isn't wonderful, but I could make about 5k more a year just by working 5 hours of over time a week. I also get paid well for mileage and could easily make a car payment just from mileage reimbursement. I can work as much overtime as I want and can have a flexible schedule when I complete training, so I really think I could make it work on my own. I also get about 36 paid days off per year, which is very nice. I wish I could make my problems disappear. I am so disappointed, because I felt so great about finding a good job and my husband seemed so supportive, but now he is being a complete ass. I feel like staying in a hotel just so I don't have to go home and deal with his BS.
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