Oblivious to the Obvious

I can't believe how naive I am. Last night I read my entire journal and realized G only pretended to have dreams outlining my relationship with J, while using my faith and self discovery against me in the process. In reality I know without a doubt that he read my journal and denied he did on numerous occasions. I should have read it over a year ago, because I didn't even remember what I wrote half the time. Every single detail G knew that I thought I didn't write in my journal is written plain as day. What an F-ing liar! I am so angry. I see myself staying with G but need to devise a way to force him to finally tell the truth. After careful scheming and thinking I've devised a plan to use my blog against him. Two can play the game! Thus, this post won't be published until my plan has succeeded. Since I don't write very often any more I don't know how frequently G reads my journal, so my plan will take several weeks to go into effect.